Dandelions are little miracles...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

its been weeks since i blogged or came online i tenk. kinda lost track of time.
many things have happened.

first, there was the family's trip to guangzhou cum our filming of home alone [me] opus. I. yupp. so wells they went to china and had a great whopping time while i, poor girl, styaed home to guard the house. my foot. hahahaa. nahh cos i had to prac for the comp. actually, it was quite fun, like owning the entire house to myself and getting a choice of any of the 3 beds at night. (:

and then, there was the national piano comp.
my first time in the open category. and hmm. pretty dramamama ehs.
i din get in to the semi finals. but congrats to all those 6 who did. and to my fellow nafa frens who took part, i tenk u guys did a great job out there.

its like joining this comp taught me alot of stuff. and im v glad i went thru this experience.
it taught me alot abt myself. that hey, i actually can play music. i rmb me n ms ching going to try e piano tog at AF and that day was a t0tal screw up. nth i played sounded rite. and yeah im very happy that on sunday at the AF, tho i was shaking inside, nobody knew and for the first time, i enjoyed everymoment up there on stage. playing kabelevsky and beethoven. cos i nv felt as convinced of my own playing in a performance as that special day.

and its like on sunday, i truly felt like the luckiest girl ever. i din get in, but seeing all my frens and family there just for me. oh man i really really felt blessed.
i have a wonderful mum who never gave up on me all these time despite all my torturing playing at midnight, and shes always been there to support and encourage me at all my performances.
my funny papa who i talked to for the most amt of time in my 19 yrs of life when the rest went to china cos he would call me from jb. so sweet ehs. and thanx for driving me to AF.
my darling sisters, my 2/3rds of our fakeo triplets aka my fashion consultants aka my hair stylists aka my screaming victims.
eileen yeo my "fan club president" as my mum puts it. hahaha. thanks babe for everything. for being like another sister to me, for putting with my madness and yeah. just . everything. loveya! wenhua aka wpsm. thanks for all the rides home and the b+j's chunkymonky! woohoos.
marcus the great flutist. hey dude thanks for ur belief and support too. im gonna make a banner for ur great decemebr debut (:
and xinhe and lulu. i appreciate ur presence there alot (:
alan for being a great psychoist n titimidolah[he actually psychoed me to take my exam results if not it would still be in the office]. i did play ligeti to my death. but it was qt a bumpy death. heheh.
fellow jew yiwei. i really dnt rmb telling u not to go. ;( but thanks for everything too..ure one special fren im glad to have, with whom ive gone thru alot, and..i needa talk to you!! call me SOOn.
lalebelle. thanks for all the msgs. they encouraged me on aft that disastrous session at AF. + to fight on. and yeahh. thanks for being proud of me. for being there to watch.

and theres xinying, laurence and midorie. hehe im glad we went thru these crazy stuff together huh. thanx for being great piano buddies at nafa. (: all your nonsense, the laughter, the tortures, and eating sessions.

and lastly, im lucky to have a teacher who gives me great lessons, who has never given up on me, despite the atrocious stuff i play in her lessons at times. and like... she inspired me to fight on. thanks for that talk that night. teaching me to look at things in perspective. to breathe. and to play so that i can touch my audience with the music. make them laugh with me, cry with me, and convince them.

thank you for making my life a richer one.

chilipadi on 10:16 AM