flowering plant in the Northern Hemisphere
with a globe of fine filaments
children (and the wind) love to blow away...
Click on the butterflies around the dandelions to get around.
Fire your imagination, Dream in colour
a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
The stuff dreams are made of
the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
damn nice foo.d mwhahaa. noe hwat. daniel went mad that day. he was in his element cooking up a storm for eveyrone. hahaa and it was funny to watch! all that arranging of food and the great display of frying and tossing of food. u go chef pignix!
vogue outing! this is way overdue but u know me, somehow i always tend to put up pictures or blog abt sth way later aft it happens. i like to do that acutally. tenking back abt sth many days later, revisiting it. emotions u felt at that time. yadayada.
this was The dinner in which i gained 5 kg in one nite. kidding but yea. goodness so much food. we all nearly exploded k. and it felt really nice. cosy and just like a family reunion dinner, sitting in a circle around the hotplate and food, chatting, eating, cooking. (: so that was great. hopefully we'll get to have another one again, this time alan and ali pls turn up k!
so anw. thanks chiew mi mi for hosting all us noisy pple that day at ur huge mansion mwhaha. sadly we din get to cut perm dye curl or rebond penguin's hair. next time man. set.! and no washing of cars too. but we had wench cards haha and some ppl got their fortune read by the great one. hur hur. (:
ure right. life's too short for me to waste it on anger. but i just wanted to vent it that day hehe (: so thanks blog. ahahaha. its another happy day! going out with my grandaunt darling makes my day. her mad moment of the day was in esplanade lib. speaking on top of her voice cos of the music in her ears from the earphones. then the two of us giggling like mad. (: from guilt and the funny side of it. coming home to dinner with grandma. going excited together over our drama serial hoho. its like having two girlfrens who mite be old but know what, inside their hearts, they're just as young as any of us. and thats the beauty of it all. growing old. aging gracefully. being full of life.
dinner at my aunt's place yest was great fun too. her family is huge man. but i love it dere. u know how i always wanted brothers. i get them in abundance there, 4 really tall ones. haha. and two sisters too. its like..cheaper by the dozen. everything is done in amplification. catching a wasp is like...o man. its like. having an emergency drill or going to war. cutting a cake is like a chess competition haha. so its really amusing (:
someday, i would like to have a huge family like that too. one filled with so much overflowing love and understanding and trust. such that everyone is more like great friends with one another. i would like to have kids creating havoc. i so love them. watching them is like a movie in itself. playing with them is therapy. and talking to them, laughing and smiling, it melts my heart. and thats how it is with old people too. they have so much to share. and if you bother talking to them, u mite just discover how hilarious they can get. they have great sense of humour, some of them. (:
and of course, i love my mummy lots. shes the woman who has to wake me up everymorning haha tolerate my hyperventilation at home go crazy with me tolerate my late nites who taught me so much who gives me her unconditional support who is there for me always. and my funny papa who doesnt talk much but makes tea every sunday hehe drives me to places on sundays and his occassional punch line which are seriously damn funny. and of course yunyi for her lovely baking and the shopping we do and investigation of nice clothes and food n songs n movies and her high moments and oh well, this girl can get crazier than me sometimes. shes the ultimate. and yunwei for cooking food for me and giving me medicine hehe.our investigations of drama serials..and fighting with me over the com all the time but u noe, i still love you. (:
i hate how u vent all ur frustrations out on me. and how u don realize it a single bit. well, if you can hurl biting remarks at me in such a condescending tone, i can also be damn sian. lets see how boring it gets. im sure u don have a single thing to say to me. and know what, its always been me whos yakking away. aint i such a nuisance? fear not, i wont be one anymore. u don needa tolerate all my irritating chatter anymore, don needa eat with me anymore cos thats also a waste of your time, same goes to my mafan requests. sometimes, u really make me feel like im a pest who refuses to fly away. like im taking up too much space, giving u unwanted uncalled for company that u prolly don appreciate one bit. forget it. if it makes u happy.
sometimes my mind is screwed up with so many zillion stuffs. i get so damn tired tenking abt it man. you you you you you you you and you. you. and you. so maybe i shld just stop tenking so much abt everything huh. just say what i want and don give a crap abt whatever happens next. sometimes i feel so tempted to try that. it would be shiokkkk to the max. (: hoho.
omg and maybe we shld all try that guinness book of record thing! that scary self cutting operation man. its supp to be the most primitive mthd of operationor sth and its grossly gross i tell u. yucks. look at all that blooooooood. how can it even be rejuvenating!!!
and i so wanna go running. and swim. sigh. i hate the haze. and badminton too man. haha.
and so i journeyed to the east today. hahaa. spent a total of 6 hours there. not to mention 2 hours needed to get there in the first place. so the itineary of my grand eastern tour went as follows: tjc-tampines-tkgs-marineparade. i felt like i travelled nearly all of the east man. be it passing by in the bus or really going dere. and thanks to mr vogue for being my tour guide and having lunch with me man! (:
its been two happy days. (: and heres what made me happy haha.
i. going shopping with twinny darling made my yesterday fantastic. ii. our munching sessions on curry naan and hamcheesestix. the sweetcorn icecream. and brunch at the market. the huge fishballs otah and fishcake. drool like mad. iii. the ultimate cool busride. first time ever waving like crazy tourists to someone we know, standing just beside the driver, from the back of the public bus just in front of his. iv. trying on clothes like no tmr. the fred perry top! shorts! iwantiwantiwant!!! v. being a bangle manager. haha! vi. seeing a mr.conductor at orchard and trying to take his photo discreetly but getting surprised by him instead. vii. playing the cosma concerto again today. i love it man. the first and third movements can pump adrenaline into ur bloodstream until u get way too high. and the second movt. gosh. its so beautiful, so ghostly, it can make me forget to breathe. viii. going grandaunts house. i love her to bits. (: if only we stay tog! ix. playing silly games with my baby cousin. my fav entertainer. (:
one of my soloists had a freaking amusing reaction to my real age that he got me laughing the whole of yest nite. this is really funny. t: you know, i still cant believe youre 20. when i saw you, i was tenking youre like 15/16, at most 18. t: and i thought to myself. gosh i got a 15yr old child prodigy as my accompanist! me: mwahhahaa...yea ur reaction was pretty big it was damn funny! u like jumped man. i shld have made u guess my age instead. t: huh! no lahh nv jump. more like internal jump. maybe i gasped! t: you know it took me like a few hours to absorb the fact youre 20! i couldnt get over it. felt so weird man. me: haha like that how the hell are we gonna rehearse man. best. t: no no no don worry on thurs, its gonna be better alr. more time to absorb this fact.
hahahaha. a FEW HOURS to absorb the fact that im 20. this guy is amusing. and this convo happened like 3 days aft our first rehearsal. so dere i was last night, laughing my head off at this funny person who spent 3 days in torture trying to convince himself im 20, not to mention those 1.5 hours trying to rehearse with me while still in GREAT SHOCK.and TRAUMA.
shopping madness with my lovely crazy mirror image yest. was shiok and happening to the max. seriously therapeautic. thankyou darling. i enjoyed myself totally. (: muacks.
my happy day. (: was yest. rehearsed our dvorak and carmen. got us all hyped up and extra mad. hohoho. heres what it was like. xinying: hey lets play thru whole of carmen alrights? alright alright alright? (going high alr) me and midorie: uhhhh...we try lahh. nv learn leh 2nd mov. xinying: don care! play thru! get excited! and so we played. and we charged forth at such an insane speed. adrenaline high. and then, all four of us burst out: omg omg omg omg omg its super exciting. can we do this!!! and i went off into hysterical laughter. while laurence laughed at us and our failed attempt to hv a logical reh. ... so it was a case of musicians trying to be well-organized but giving in to excitement. fruitful discussion later on for pub too. (: poster's halfway done. PRETTYYY. ive forgotten the pure joy of playing with them. hoorays. more to come. (: im addicted.
and den. i got my two rounds of cheapthrill excitement on the roller chair! courtesy of quadA. rite up to the lift door(: whee. i likeeeeee. thats a perfect ending to a day in school for you.
bobbie n her granma came over for dinner. was fun catching up. (: and being entertained by my darling no 1 movie star. zirong.
im happy. happy. happy. (: hohohohoho. its the lil things in life. that makes my world go all round and yes, that brings that smile to my face and the threatening telltale unstoppable laughter. and im glad ive got so many people to share this joy with. muacks all.
met with a horribly psychotic bus driver last nite while going home..the very first bus driver ive met who doesnt bother to inform a totally crowded bus that hes gonna open the doors. and i had the pure luck to be the one squashed up against the side. and for 30 mins or so i kept on tenking to myself : omg omg omg pls don take my arms away from me. you mite as well kill me!!! '
and i gotta thank the two ladies squashed beside me. they literally rescued me from being killed eveyrtime he wanted to oopen the doors (for no rhyme or reason). by grabbing me in a hug of sorts towards the safer side. (cos i was so squashed, i couldnt stand up straight!). and for their amusing chatter and the friendly, almost funny way they reprimanded the driver many times wihtout being rude at all. their way of coping with the frustration. it made me see that hey, these are really happy ppl. they just don let such stuff get to them. not a single bit. and i admire that. its not easy at all.
time for me to sleep my life away and repair all those overworked overbullied cells in my brains and body. time for me to go s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g. to do baking to swim to meet up with all the lost pals scattered over sg. i miss i miss i miss.!!! time for me to go visit darling grandaunts again. (: time to finally be able to spend time tenking abt my pieces. prac a million and one things. do some exciting jobs. and yes, just enjoy. vogue outing and sq outing pls. (: