Dandelions are little miracles...

a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets. 140786

Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.

the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
zonk time!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world

Sunday, November 20, 2005

im in a state of panic now.
helpme. helpmyself. help. help. help.
*takes a deep breath* ...

and chokes.

and on the other hand.
i know you all tenk im being too helpful. and im overdoing it.
you know sth? i dunno what im doing too.
i just know that the feeling of being desperate for help sux. its not a nice feeling to need help and nobody is willing to give. cos ive felt that way before.
im just doing my best okay? i know i might seem like the biggest fool to you all out there. deep down in many of your hearts i know. you all tenk im a f.o.o.l.
but sorry. theres nth else i can do that i know of.
and for some of you. im in this situation now cos of you.
so dont come to me and nag me. cos to me thats so damn freaking hypocritical. you wanna show you care? then just thank me silently in ur hearts that im doing this. and try to be more responsible. doing this wont kill you, you are not as weak as you tenk you are. why limit urself when you can do som uch more? why be so narrow minded as to tenk that this is just a waste of ur time? its not! theres always sth you can learn, everyday. in every kinda situation. its the same aint it. its still musicmaking. theres still a special joy you can get from it. why not just t.r.y?
and im not as good as you tenk i am. i never was. i never thought so either.
whatever.

chilipadi on 12:48 AM