flowering plant in the Northern Hemisphere
with a globe of fine filaments
children (and the wind) love to blow away...
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Fire your imagination, Dream in colour
a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
The stuff dreams are made of
the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Thursday, June 30, 2005
whee! i love huili! woohoo :) thanx my dearest yello banana solaris babe for all the fun yest! she rocks man! first, we went to taka to find my new crush -- robert piano company. of course we din manage to go straight there cos duh...we were lured by many other shops along the way in wisma..wahaha.. like for 1 hour plus plus. then in taka of course we din manage to find robert too.. what did you expect of us? :) we wandered abt the 4th floor then we decided to go down to the 1st for the directory. then! we found the map. so we used it. that was when after more rounds on the 4th floor that we realized: its MOVED. blardy hell! poor us. taka aint that small. then we took a break from robert hunt and cont the yoga pants hunt ( cos as she kept emphasisng to me, she must look damn professional for her yoga lesson). which led us to....*tada* Og! she finally found them. too bad she couldnt buy the lovely pink top too. yays. so well...on to robert. trying to save $$, we had to hike in the silly rain to millenia walk. finally found iit, complete with a beautiful white grand *heaven* and a few potentials, and one arrogant old nimcompoop. yikes. forget it ma'am, i aint gonna give u business! we marched to crepes and creme for a lovely satisfying dinner! yippee. then to esp rooftop.
this was taken eons ago.. we forgot to take yest. thanx for all the laughter, the silly let-ur-hair-down fun. thanx for exchanging slippers with me and following me on robert hunting.. thanx for sharing so much with me.
i'll buy earplugs for your poor ears alrite, save them from the nagging. and i'll always be here for you.. things will get better. they will. somehow. no matter how long it takes. u'll get there. bliff in that!!
the internet, despite all its bad sides and negative influences, has its most wonderfully fantastico uses! like connecting up pple who have lost touch somehow in this world we live in that forces us all to run along guai guai-ly at prestississimo speeds. nowadays deres frenster and the blogs which lets u see from afar how ur frens are getting along, then deres the guestbooks and tagboards that lets u leave msgs for them, and deres email, gmail, messenger services, and what have u nots. theres also those sites that help you check who stays in ur area (as my dear ideabank so happily used) and those that link long lost families..blah blah blah. woohoo!! the wonderful internet! i have many friends, seniors, juniors, even pple i dun really know well but they made differences in my life; that i never really kept in touch with. seniors like suhasrin who i often meet on the bus, or in orchard. we've met quite a few times, but we rarely get a chance to talk.. she was my mortal in crescent and my direct senior. n a super nice senior! shes nice to talk to and has a great temper, can v really funny too. ppl who dunno her well often tenk shes damn fierce and dao. but she aint! lets hope i can get to meet up with her soon. den deres my other 2 seniors too, jiahui and lorraine. these 3 seniors helped me alot. tho we werent v close, but they were impt ppl in my band days. den deres also my older cousin sharon who made great efforts to make sure i was oke in cres. her fren grace stayed in cck so we had good times going to sch tog. sigh.
in nj there were the house seniors.. pple like the solaris ones.. sheena, nydia, yongtian, arif, abner and xy. hmms. we sure had some fun times tog!! too bad we all dun meet up anymore. i meet sheena sometimes in town too. haha. see, sg is so small for a good reason :) shes the one i was quite close to. we would talk qt abit.. kinda miss her. shes a down to earth person, v cute, damn smart, and good to talk to. then theres the other seniors like huiping, yuanjing, mervyn, ahneh(die i cant rem his real name) who insists on calling me sotong ball, and geosuan.
well, these are just the seniors man. haha. what abt the friends...there are loads more. sheesh. yupp. but whoever they are, i miss them lots. and i'll always remember the stuff we did tog and all the memories. thanx people. loads.
yupp im back and alive.. i know u guys miss me man. mwhaha :) woohoo! sorry lahh im a busy woman. and whats more, my sis are always hogging this com. so poor me..banished to the land of no computers. the romantic sentosa photos are up! haha. i went to the zoo too! with dah, my gila bro, and the pork. thanx guys for a wonderful day there. apart from the lack of cash.. haha.. we had a traumatising time in the fragile forest where it turned out we were the fragile ones. oh my. but the butterflies were super prettie. one landed on my shoulder :) one minute of heaven. then dere were the jaguars and the sealions and the penguins. not forgetting gila monsters. and jovan's constant "very smelly lehh" :) had the bbq at dah's hse yest. cosy company. great food. her marinate rocks. the prawns rock too! me and jeremiah's professionally peeled ones oke! too bad i couldnt stay late. and she went to prepare everything herself before me and clare came.. so poor thing. tsk tsk! went to visit my grandaunts too. more abt that in the next post...gotta go makan and rush off. tatas.
lets go backwards, shall we? yest, went to dah's house for a much longawaited rUn. hohos! kinda mad huh. iwent all the way to the other end of this lil island for a RUN. but it was coOl. long time since i got to sweat so much, exercise so happily. yups i do swim, but tts in water! i love runnnningggg wooohoo! reminds me of days in nj where i would alwaes go down to the track for run..or run to kap and back with peig. before this, met up with sandyleekoonsan! haha. my dear senior. thanx girl... it was loads of fun. (:
wed. swam..then got a call from qinn. so met her for awhile in lot1. then off to meet my wonderful darling!! yumyums. at a weird time when everybody was leaving sentosa, we went..in!! went dere to watch e musical fountain. it was a madcap 'holiday in a familiar place'. haha. so dere we were, the 2 of us behaving like tourists..or even better. erms. got lost abit? went to this freakydark path which is the perfect setting for a ghost film. there was even the usual lone figure (male, tall, silent) at the end of it. plus the two scardey cats. then of all ppl. i met rongchen!! like at this hour in sentosa! haha. went siloso beach. sat there and talk. it was fantastico. guess what.i must annouce this to the rest of the world: i have finally found my true blue darling! so happie. for us. thanx for that incredibly romantic date that nite. now as i type this, im grinning from ear to ear. my heart is alight with happiness! loveya loads!! i cant cant wait to see you again! u rock my world man.
tues. went for choir sectionals. gues what man. there werent even 10 ppl dere. blardy hell. so like we went thru sangnila abit. yups. i went off to meet my crescent dearies! a reunion after nearly 2 years..which was cut short by curfews. but yea.. i got to see naddie, mada, shafa, samsiah. ppl i spent 4 of the happiest schoollife years with. made me tenk abt all the crazy things we used to do tog. and how much i have missed out on their lives after we graduated. and that i took such a long time to take time to meet them. but im glad we could still talk. and i cant wait to see them again soon.
monday. went to sgh visit xy. a rather awkward visit, but nevertheless im glad i went. hope he recovers well. was sad to see him in pain and all... like how he cant laugh much.. n the other tortures... glad too that his other frens and his family are always there to keep him company. huili: thanx a million for going with me... i owe you one girl!
i thought i could make this happen. i thought that if i believed in you, in me, in this hard enough, something good would happen. now, i think that i need nothing less than a miracle. the problem lies in us. when i could walk away just like that, and hours later, i still dont feel a thing. dont you think sth's wrong? its scary. cos im just numbed. if you did, you sure acted well. why all the acting? why all the false fronts?
why the hell do you have to act so nonchalant when you care so much about something?
cant really rmb much of whats been happening these few days. yups. come on now...im sure i can rmb.. random thoughts coming up. my dear bro jovan was sick, down with what seemed to be a damn horrible fever.. yikes. the whole entire world is falling sick. everybody everybody pls take super care of yourself oke! baked a yummyliciious cheese cake with my sis and mum yest.. was great pure fun. hohos. and my other sis is back finally from aust! hoho... missed her much... din sleep in our rm for days cos it was just weird to sleep there without the sounds of her breathing up in the bed above mine. so.. quiet. empty. im mad huh. ;) dah came over my house. met her for dinner first at lot 1. sorry abt the interrogation by the spanish inquisition yahs. but i finally got to talk to her aft quite some time. yups. previously watched stravinsky dances. i liked it alot. the cheoreography. the dancers. yums. met up with fang for dinner yest. hohos. its been awhile. met up with simin on monday too... i really miss this two babes alot. or rather, bimbos. hees... love you two so much. for all the fun and laughters. and i know no matter what, we'll alwaes be best buddies. right? yupps so my dearest bimbos fed me the latest gossip in their lifes.. interesting man. and we had great times.! ideabank. i miss you!!! stop working so much and spend ur time more productively!!!! i.e. go out with me more! hahas. aiys. u better take better care of urself. if not i'll slaughter aw and ngoh. i miss my gigolo. i miss cummarran. i miss huili. i miss the bears. i miss peig. i miss shaunz. i miss the dinosaurs. i miss marcus. i miss qinn. i miss wei. i miss tarng. i miss him. i miss her. i miss you. i miss them. i miss. i miss. i miss. a result of looking thru a whole box of memories while packing my room. darn.
yups. updating is done. just so that i wont forget all these. yups. been feeling happie. oh. and xy is in hospital! op to adjust his rib cage. tnk i'll go visit tmr. hmms. but right now im tired. tatas world.
sorry if this entry is like crap. i tenk it is. but frankly im too tired....... i just wanna take a holiday and go to the nicest beach on this earth for a holiday. and hide there. forever maybe.
everybody!! go read this bookie!! its damn cool! ehs... i post sneako preview for you guys to read oke? :) yumms. "When you have been mistreated by boyfriends, bosses, or bitches, call on me and we will curse them in the darkness together." hoho! aint that cool! i like the last bit!! next time we must all huddle in one dark room and bitch in hisssing whispers...mwhaha. nextt one... "For when i notice a wayward and unwanted chin hair protruding from your face and you cannot see this protrusion, i will call your attention to the hair so that you might pluck it. And you will do the same for me in return. And we will both be whiskerless." whee hee...funny ehs. i love it!
its been a tiring day. tiring cos i wasnt doing much. just feeling dead. and empty. i din get to go and support my dearest bears. boos. but i had a fruitful practice. but wells..haha as u say. tough times dun last tough man do oke. funny.. :) had a funny nice dinner with big felix yest. haha..hes a lion with a longlong mane now with big asswipes in his bag!! so funny!! and we walked from bbtok to je! and i ate my yummy machi!! peach!! and mai pian is oatmeal oke! im smart hoho :)