flowering plant in the Northern Hemisphere
with a globe of fine filaments
children (and the wind) love to blow away...
Click on the butterflies around the dandelions to get around.
Fire your imagination, Dream in colour
a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
The stuff dreams are made of
the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Saturday, December 31, 2005
happy happy new year to one and all!! lotsa pictures today.. cos i like! haha. oke anw. ATTN BABES N DUDES! ur blur toot of a fren here forgot her password to her old acc. so she got locked out of that acc.. so she gotta change her email. ARGHS.. so please kindly update and add me to ur msn yeah. thanx a million i love you allll!!!! so anw. the new acc is this: firstname.lastname@example.org so unoriginal rite. i like my old one more. too bad. serves me rite for being so FORGETFUL!
xmas gathering at my aunts place. btw all the 21 exciting crazy cuzzies. there were lotsa laughter. talking. catching up. baking. teasing. music making. dancing (by the cutest lil kid mann). great food by all the aunts and uncles. grandaunts n mama. not to forget the world war iii carried out on the chin.chess set. (: we should have more gatherings like this. it was a really fantastic one. somehow, yest aft so many years we all finally clicked together. i finally felt for myself the kinda warmth and love being in such a beeeg. extended. crazy family brings. and it was great.
then there was the swensen's lunch with my gurls. catching up on cand's scandals. with my dearest mouse, huimin. the funky xuan and yanling!! too bad sishan and jan werent there. but yeahs it was great too, after all these while. i love them lots!
so many emotions and thoughts running thru my mind these few days. i cant stand it anymore. im blardy confused. abt you, you, and you. omg. my brain is gonna explode soon. HELPPPP!!
i miss the way we were a year ago. where everything was simple. can you tell me, just what should i do so that we can go back to that? those days, where everything rocked? cos they are now just a piece of happy memory that i can go to only in my mind, to snatch a moment of smiles and laughter, to find back that friend whom ive lost. sandy: thanx lots for today babe. the ultimate heavenly coupe cheesecake! the damn cool food republic!! and all the talking,sharing,laughing(esp at the doggie) and nonsense. fated pple rocks ehs? loveya! ideabank: pd2 rocked! ur high bed rocked! the exciting proj 2006 is damn exciting! and applegreen walls are cool (: passerby: i know you know that i know who you are. (: u and bingzhao are atrocious mann.! hahaa.
its been weeks since i blogged or came online i tenk. kinda lost track of time. many things have happened.
first, there was the family's trip to guangzhou cum our filming of home alone [me] opus. I. yupp. so wells they went to china and had a great whopping time while i, poor girl, styaed home to guard the house. my foot. hahahaa. nahh cos i had to prac for the comp. actually, it was quite fun, like owning the entire house to myself and getting a choice of any of the 3 beds at night. (:
and then, there was the national piano comp. my first time in the open category. and hmm. pretty dramamama ehs. i din get in to the semi finals. but congrats to all those 6 who did. and to my fellow nafa frens who took part, i tenk u guys did a great job out there.
its like joining this comp taught me alot of stuff. and im v glad i went thru this experience. it taught me alot abt myself. that hey, i actually can play music. i rmb me n ms ching going to try e piano tog at AF and that day was a t0tal screw up. nth i played sounded rite. and yeah im very happy that on sunday at the AF, tho i was shaking inside, nobody knew and for the first time, i enjoyed everymoment up there on stage. playing kabelevsky and beethoven. cos i nv felt as convinced of my own playing in a performance as that special day.
and its like on sunday, i truly felt like the luckiest girl ever. i din get in, but seeing all my frens and family there just for me. oh man i really really felt blessed. i have a wonderful mum who never gave up on me all these time despite all my torturing playing at midnight, and shes always been there to support and encourage me at all my performances. my funny papa who i talked to for the most amt of time in my 19 yrs of life when the rest went to china cos he would call me from jb. so sweet ehs. and thanx for driving me to AF. my darling sisters, my 2/3rds of our fakeo triplets aka my fashion consultants aka my hair stylists aka my screaming victims. eileen yeo my "fan club president" as my mum puts it. hahaha. thanks babe for everything. for being like another sister to me, for putting with my madness and yeah. just . everything. loveya! wenhua aka wpsm. thanks for all the rides home and the b+j's chunkymonky! woohoos. marcus the great flutist. hey dude thanks for ur belief and support too. im gonna make a banner for ur great decemebr debut (: and xinhe and lulu. i appreciate ur presence there alot (: alan for being a great psychoist n titimidolah[he actually psychoed me to take my exam results if not it would still be in the office]. i did play ligeti to my death. but it was qt a bumpy death. heheh. fellow jew yiwei. i really dnt rmb telling u not to go. ;( but thanks for everything too..ure one special fren im glad to have, with whom ive gone thru alot, and..i needa talk to you!! call me SOOn. lalebelle. thanks for all the msgs. they encouraged me on aft that disastrous session at AF. + to fight on. and yeahh. thanks for being proud of me. for being there to watch.
and theres xinying, laurence and midorie. hehe im glad we went thru these crazy stuff together huh. thanx for being great piano buddies at nafa. (: all your nonsense, the laughter, the tortures, and eating sessions.
and lastly, im lucky to have a teacher who gives me great lessons, who has never given up on me, despite the atrocious stuff i play in her lessons at times. and like... she inspired me to fight on. thanks for that talk that night. teaching me to look at things in perspective. to breathe. and to play so that i can touch my audience with the music. make them laugh with me, cry with me, and convince them.