a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
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Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
zonk time!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Sunday, March 20, 2005
how do couples sustain marriage? what if they do not get to see each other for five days of a week? they simply have no contact at all..and during the period of time they get to meet, they use close to half of it quarrelling. or one party uses it sleeping while the other uses it to scold the other half. it amazes me to the max, how such a marriage can go on. arent they tired about it? cant they give way? wats the damn damn blardy point to quarrelling? arent they bored? are they just going on just for convenience sake? how can there still be any love left? or is carrying on just for their children? or..what? just what? some couples, they seem happy enough for everyone. but are they really? what on earth would cause one party to stray? just what is lacking in the other half that causes one to look for it in another person? cant they talk it out? thats what relationships are about, aint it? communication and mutual understanding.. above all and everything. there must be absolute honesty. trust. ahh. trust. how often is it violated. underestimated. the power of trust. when one party's trust in the other is gone, everything is lost. its like...a building with its walls knocked down. what else is left? nothing. nada. zilch. zero. all gone. gone. sorry abt the long absence. been very busy. glad that history exams are over. now theres projects tho. and horrible harmony. and accomp. and ps. jiayou everyone.
leen darling...great p+p crashes on sat! so proud of you :)
finally went to watch hitch with tarng. good show. good to see you too. dun be so sad over tekong lehh...yeps..cya ard
its coming back. the dejavu feeling. the feeling that sucks. and makes you feel as if all hope on earth is gone. and you are just alone again. for a whle. i was made to feel that its been worthwhile. in a space at the back of my mind. i have been waiting for long. but well. i guess im just a jinx. i need to get back to earth. to forget. let go. cos i have learnt. that nothing goods gonna happen. im alr used to it.
but while it lasted. it was great. it was inspiring and it made my days. made me feel almost complete. that i would have my tiny piece of heaven. bye
chilipadi on 5:58 PM
