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Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
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the entire collection at HMV
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A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
hmms...i just read wat daryl wrote on his blog abt my sound...sth abt my sound ( as in horn playing).. being big and beautiful. and how he and zhiyong likes it. and later on abt my juniors playing being wonderful too.
i dunno...when i read it i just felt like crying...like really. it just touched me alot... like...thanx daryl. for i dunno...posting that up and yea.... cant explain why. sth to do with my decision i guess. i dunno.
like how when i joined cres band and picked up the horn...learning from seniors who din really teach much and left it up to me the only junior to learn it myself. then discovering the amazing beauty of the french horn. how magnificent and noble it can sound, yet so beautiful. so warm. how i became sl...and playing solo in the concert. teaching my juniors. coming to nj and repeating it all over again. and both times i was lucky. lucky to have juniors i really loved. like...a family. and it was so rewarding to see them grow.. see them discover the f horn too. and play MUSIC. not notes. one of the most memorable memories i have. they taught me alot too in their own way.
along the way...aft i came to nafa and took up piano major.time for horn was much lessened.. cos obviously i gotta spend so much time on piano. i just wish i still had time to pract. cos i feel my sound aint that nice anymore..its something i gotta work v hard to get back. yea..tts why i wanna cry. cos its gone. not there anymore. you noe? feels like the magic's disappeared.
i dun wanna let them down. and myself. i loved that sound too. how to get it back? pract! not enuff air! no support from my diaphragm! no muscle! a result of being too lazy
for this last concert i must give my best. my very best.
and daryl. i can only pray that one day i can play taht beautiful sound for you to hear again.
chilipadi on 1:58 AM
