Dandelions are little miracles...

a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets. 140786

Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.

the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
zonk time!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

heys. havent blogged for quite awhile. for some reason this holis seems to be very packed and busy..even tho all i did was meet up with frens and pract alot. hmms.
being a musician or just a music student is hard if you wanna do well. i remember wat my teacher told me. when you decide to enter the arts field...be it music dance or art. it becomes your entire life. guess thats v true... everyday is dedicated to perfecting your art. be it pract or listening or watching concerts etc. and the more you do it the more you learn and the more you realize how lil you noe. tats what my sch teachers used to tell me...but just never occurred to me how true tt is until now. kinda becomes...heh..addictive! wanting to noe more and pract more. maybe you become a lil of a music freak! scary. maybe thats why we and admire and respect musicians and dancers and artists so much. they put in so much effort into their profession and they sort of... plan their entire life ard it. true for doctors and teachers etc too...but i dunno... for this...its different. its an accumulation of an entire lifes hard work. daily grinding. blah blah. and its when you take to the stage with your debut performance that you finally see your fruit of labour.
its hard playing two instruments or even 3. i truly admire those who can do well in both. recently i just realized how hard it is. how to have the time to pract both and excel in both! bothering! im scared that at some point in time i gotta forego one..which will be my horn. scared i cant maintain my standard of playing which has alreeady started to drop horribly. yikes. maybe its just my time mgt skills. mite not even get to go wmc next yr. its a struggle btw wat i want and wat i shld do. sometimes wad you want aint wat you get. cant get the both of best worlds alwaes.

chilipadi on 2:48 PM