a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
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Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
zonk time!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Friday, February 22, 2008
sunday the 24th approaches, and it is with a strange mixture of anticipation, excitement, fear, and sianness that i wait for this day. after the months of preparation, late nights struggling with admins and programming; after the seemingly hopeless rehearsals n clashes of opinions. its finally arrived. and im gonna miss the pure joy and fun that made up a huge part of it. like how mr.pei says, most of the time, he can only hear the shrieks of laughter emitting from the room. (: its been like watching a baby grow up in a way. from empty conceptualizing to now. its happening dudes!!!!. slap me please.
theres just that tiny shard of disappointment that certain important people would not be there to share this special day with. and its always hard, especially for me, to hide that. altho im supposed to. im not very good at that, hiding my feelings. some are easier to do so, at certain times.
a thought just struck me, a couple of weeks/days ago, i cant rmb exactly when. it was on one of the endless bus trips i have to take to reach nafa. thats when i either fall asleep (and knock my head stupid against the windowpanes, real hard) or think abt a thousnad and one random ideas.
heres one. sometimes people give to others much more than they actually realize. and its not until that we begin to ponder about it that we realize that too. for both the giver and recipients. whether its the gift of friendship, love, music, encouragement, courage, ideas, strength etc. and i think thats beautiful. and it makes me very grateful for all that ive received from the people in my life, and grateful for the fact that im able to give to them too, what little i have to give.
its all rather intangible. however, it makes life worth all the trouble. (:
chilipadi on 2:14 AM
