Dandelions are little miracles...

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

hello dear world. i know i havent been updating here in a million years plus the new skin really sux which is kinda sad cos i liked the flying pigs part. sigh. lousy template! :( damn it.

i love going on retail therapy especially as twinny puts it, unearthing all the unique lil shops around in sg. its really exciting to discover new shops tucked away in some hidden corner of a mall. even more so when the sales assistants and shopkeepers are funky friendly people who're on the right frequencies as you. these people. o man. they can make me feel instantly awake. so kudos to jasmine from koi nobori, my newly awarded best shopkeeper (or whatever they are called) of the year! actually, many years. shes one inspiring little lady with so much enthusiasm and infectious energy for her job i tell you. even tho its just a sales job u might tenk. nooooo shes bound to make you tenk otherwise. makes me admire her! this is how everyone should go to work! love it so much that you make others enjoy what youre doing too! and so that you wanna go work still even youre sick and all. (:

i loved pirates marathon too. oh man. dearest quartet of P's, we have now officially been out with each other for a total of six days consecutively. hahaha. what boring mundane lives. (: so anw i loved the mad rush to toilets and popcorn gathering. haha. going high in the van the macs the fongseng the west coast park the cinema. photowhoring like mad. playing the playground at 7 in the morning. johnny depp's awesomely ridiculous acting haha. baboussan's classic voice. and the fruits.

teaching a young kid for hte first time in my life has been an eye opener. the funny stuff he says to me and does melts my heart. its touching to have kids open up to you and trust your advice and confide in you. my kid has a crab for a pet lah. it was crawling freely around the house today hahhaa which was exciting. but at times i really wanna strangle him .hhahaa. just scream in his face and shake him till he starts using his lazy brain to answer questions and concentrate! this is the ultimate test of patience. my training cum torture.

you dont need to be so cynical do you? do you enjoy putting me down so much? you din use to be this way. so why now? at such a time too.

and im having the time of my life. (: theres no happy ending in sight i know. even with binocs one cannot see it still. but i promised myself to live everyday to the max. and i have sort of. haha. i'll cherish every waking moment i get, thats thrown at me. so that when the end comes, i have no regrets. just happiness. which money cant buy, it can only be bought by people and marshmallows (: just promise me, u don disappear once more. and i'll be contented. hur hur.

chilipadi on 12:50 AM
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Monday, May 14, 2007

for the first time in a long while, the pages in my organizer are blank. nada. zilch. hoho. its a weird feeling having nothing on. no rehearsals to go to. nowhere to rush to. im having to adjust to this damn weird feeling! and its oddly nice. getting to be in such a state.
but well i still need to get more work. and lets hope this lasts awhile only. if not one wouldnt appreciate such a state anymore. and anw i have too much energy inside of me. gotta have somewhere to let it out.

you know, you have so much power.
and yet you have no idea. perhaps thats part of the charm.
which lies in that impish grin of yours too. the wild ideas.
the ability you have to inspire. and calm.
and place me in a world whereby all sense of time vanishes.
its your magic.

chilipadi on 2:05 PM
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