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Thursday, February 01, 2007

its the final lap of school for us and theres so much stuff to do. work to finish. pieces to practice. yada yada. and yet somehow it sometimes feels like all the work we need to finish, they arent urgent cos the deadlines were not looming in sight yet. (oh well now they are emerging slowly one by one). so everyone just KIVed them and didn really wanna tenk abt it. but its coming closer and closer. and its scaring the hell outta me. just one mth more and thats it, bye bye diploma studying. so i shouldn slack so much right? i should be chionging more now. but im not. pull up those non existent socks of yours yunqi and start doing some real work instead of procrastinating like mad! yea man. im doing it so unconsciously that its become too natural.

too much stuff flew by and i ve lost the urge to blog abt them anymore. its been madness. shiokness. lotsa fun. frustrations. pigging out. angry stuff. sad stuff. sleep deprivation. practicing and rehearsal chionging. for the past one mth since school started. its hard to believe its only been one mth!

blah blah. my minds too tired to tenk much abt anything now. and. theres the thought of where to study in the future thats been bugging me constantly. well at least ive got some kinda sketchy plan now. but i gotta do some real action for that. and i need buckeroos. sometimes, i wish there was somebody who could gimme some concrete advice.

sometimes i just feel lost.
and sometimes, i wish there was a living thing with ears that are labelled 'for yunqi's use only' so i could pour all my rantings and whinings and complains and worries into it. and that person would just listen to me and lemme go on n on.. and that person would somehow make it feel like, its not so bad after all. that person needn say a single word. but thats just...wishful thinking i guess. thats sth hard to find, at least for me.

sorry if this has been depressing to read eh. to complete the whole random post. i just wanna say playing bartok with quy zy and fifi was awesome. i totally enjoyed myself. and that i love sandwiches. and chamber sounds. andiwannagoswimming.

chilipadi on 6:20 PM