Dandelions are little miracles...

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

sometimes, i wish i could turn back time.

some things change so subtly that u can never look back and pinpoint that exact moment when it happens. its like waves crashing onto rocks. one day u realize that the rocks shifted shapes but u never actually witnessed them shifting. u just opened ur eyes and there they were, looking just the same as before but then again, not quite so.

oh so indefinable. just a whisper of a shilouette.

and yet, so heartbreaking. to find that u missed it. theres nth u could possibly do abt it.

sigh.

chilipadi on 12:38 AM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006

so its goodbye holis and hello 2nd sem of my third year tmr. hehe its a mixed kinda feeling.
in many ways its been a great holis, one of the best actually. tho it was as usual a busy one, it felt like i was given a lil taste of the life i wanna lead in future. coming home one day aft a packed day, i felt that way. its abit like...looking thru a looking-glass right into the future, one that has been painted by urself in colours u want. all the perfect shades. and right then, even tho i was mentally n physically drained, it couldnt beat the sense of satisfaction the day gave to me.

so im thankful for all the many opportunities given to me. getting e accomp gigs one aft another at short notice turned out to be challenging yet fulfilling. its fun working with ppl who enjoy music as much as u do, who are able to bond with u within an hour cos of music. like what simon rattle said in the film rhythm is it!, music is not about what seperates, but what brings people and countries together. ive made new friends like huiwen n twain, and on the other side of the coin, learnt from a certain v that there are ppl who can be so selfcentered. n the honourable experience of working with n.torres? coolness personified. haha.
meeting new people + making music tog + learning from them = all i wanna do. (:

spending more time with the grandaunts made the holis complete. (: my darling grandaunt can make me feel at peace anytime. like the world is okay again.
and so did meeting up with people ivent seen in eons too, they made this holis utterly special. being able to sit down and reminisce abt primary school days, secondary sch life and stuff and nonsense. seeing people who've been there in ur life since u were a lil tot is sth special. its like watching each other grow up, thru different phases in life, and u know these are ppl whom u don meet up often, but yet, they hold that untouchable spot in ur heart.
lastly being able to spend time with people u hope will always be there in ur life, throughout the rest of ur adult life, makes me a happy girl too. thanks for supporting me, spicing up my days and being great listening ears and bringing me back to earth everytime i fly off it.

and in just a mere few mths we're gonna grad from dip! how freakin sad is that man. time zoomed past us all. i cant believe it. could somebody from somewhere invent something of great use that could make time go slower? im gonna miss having the whole entire class together. i already did. a long time ago. i miss the seats everyone had. i miss listening to everyone's different frequenices of chatter n laughter. i miss the ostracized seat and royce's magic sleeping chair. our gossip sessions with dkan. jollipong and snapping fingers. the left side of lectures during aural hur hur. and everything else.

aiyahhh. nostalgia. sux. yikes. haha.

chilipadi on 11:07 PM
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