a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
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Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
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the entire collection at HMV
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A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Monday, August 21, 2006
im on a escape from all the truckloads of work i need to do. needtodo.needtodo.needtodo. yea. need to do. and yet. they aint done. its the time of the year whereby the whole entire sch slowly gets crazier (as if we werent crazy already before this) and more stressed. soon. tempers are gonna flare. mad stuff done. and more pandas coming to sch. oh well. we've been thru this before. we can get thru this. just hang in dere everyone. its just like one mth plus more eh.
ahh but still. all this bothersome knowledge of work undone just refuses to go away. its like...ignorance is bliss? so it just nags at u. it refuses to let u sleep well. let u eat properly n prac properly cos like as if u have some compulsive disorder, u just keep on TENKING abt it. yea..just tenking abt it.
more time pls. i need 72 hours a day pls.
practicing my kabalevsky again, is like getting reacquainted with an old friend u havent met in years. that slow, tentative feeling initially which quickly blooms into ecstatic drug addiction. u just cant get off it. n the deeper u fall in, the more treasures u find. same goes to mr.ravel. deardear friends (:
sth my vunderful teacher told me sometime ago. u know sth, when those really great pianists perform, u don hear notes. u hear music spilling out, u hear colours, u hear their emotions. and that dominates their performance. n its until u tenk abt it, that u realize that in order to achieve all these, they had a solid foundation n brilliant technique.
thats what makes them shine. this ability to treat their brilliant technique as mere means to bring out the music. and never letting the brilliance of their technique overpower the music.
how true. and yet how difficult.
chilipadi on 11:12 PM
