a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
tired.
of the many things in life.
having to sightread so many pieces weekly.
the idea of taking time to learn them thoroughly inside out now seems like a luxury.
being able to sleep soundly and to wake up naturally without an alarm clock
now. thats an even greater luxury.
one that i crave so greatly but i'll nv get it!!!
im tired of not being taken seriously.
and im so extremely tired of people who are still stuck in 2000decades ago. who still waste their time contemplating abt MY life which has no impact or great consequence on THEIR lives. in any particular way, whatsoever. zero. nada. zilch.
these people amaze me with their gorgeous audacity and nerve to even think that they have the rights to barge into my studio and question me. when hello. we barely exchange more than 10 words each week. and suddenly, there they appear all smiling. just cos they felt like gossiping at that moment and they felt an insatiable need to fulfil their quest for knowledge.
and my greatest apologies to you then. you do not and you never will get me to tell you anything at all. i feel no trace of trust towards you at all.
chilipadi on 1:00 AM
