a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
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Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
zonk time!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
hoho. im going to do entya again! finally! its on a sunday! (: *beams*sun, fun, sand, amazingrace, and my dear entya pals the bananababe and ideabank! and see cynthia and francis again! grainger tmr. handel in the strand rocks. to my pardner, jiayou! (: thanks for the wonderful pardnership we have. perfectmatch, rmb? ive learnt alot from you. thanks for all the sharing. hahaha...n i hope it'll be like how we prac that one day. the music just flowing out. n im getting addicted to practicing and to my lovvely piano.very therapeutic. adrenaline-pumping. and mentally/ physically challenging. you know? all at the same time! but! i have to learn hindemith.i have to learn rstrauss. i have to revise mozart. i have to learn weber. dangs. and rehearse them. dangs. hehe..im praying hard there wont be anyscrewups.what else? oh yes. i so wanna go shopping. to buy that exciting bag! those pretty shoes! and whatever else catches my fancy. (: i so wanna go n eat tons and tons of cheesecakkkkke. and banana mudpies. and cj! but for now, i'll go sleep. tata. (: have a great week peeps!
chilipadi on 12:07 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006
history presentation - over over over! (: goodbye. adieu. sayonara to carmen and friends! for now at least. hohos. me and kitty have had overdose of its seriously infectious themes. listening to them almost every single day is enough to stick them in our mind wherever we go n haunt us. was a interesting proj...opened my eyes to the beauty of different transcriptions and finally understand the magic of carmen and its really enduring legacy. plus alot more stuff abt the work that ppl normally overlook cos its alr so popular.. too bad abt the music and e dvd. sigh. but i like our handout n script! haha. (:its been a nice funny comical week. what with penguins trying to put out fires. finding emo. guys trying to butt their way (successfully) into a studio to rescue my bag and aarons tuba at 11.20pm. strawberry prata date with my dear fella jew (: yummy heaven! me n laurence's joint forces against jolly pong which felt damn shiok. and shoe fairy with my bananababe. (girl..i wanna go shoe shopping! so many prettie shoes!! esp the banana shoe!!!) time numbs. it doesnt take away the pain or make things better in real life. it doesnt mean you will ever care less. but at least it numbs everything. most of the time, you might even forget abt it. and thats good. we might have sore open wounds in all of us. but most of the time, i guess we all would like to feel happy. to smile. to laugh. these make you feel good. they give you the energy and drive to carry on.
its only when u have a rare moment of solitude, thats when the whole masquerade ends.
chilipadi on 8:28 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006
my partner in crime. it was great to see you again! we want our rice table soon! save up save up (:

chilipadi on 2:43 PM

presenting to you my dearest bitch-fit pardner. ideabank! shes really super bitchy and bimbotic. trust me. thats why i like her. (: we can go on for ages. and just hyperventilate tog.

chilipadi on 2:36 PM

yet another crazy week. analysis presentation finally over (: tenk we had quite some fun in the midst of our midnite chionging sessions. the 1am 2am emails and msgs. the 10am b*fast discussion. it was from the start to end, an incredible madrush. but yea, thanks for the experience and the teamwork. im proud of our ppt. the handout. and the superduper pro chart! history presentation up next. hope it'll be great. me n kitty have been infected by the carmen wave. ears ringing and mind overflowing with its tunes. discussions were great tho. escaping to cool places (: either too windy or too cold hahha. met cand for french connection yest. fun fun fun. lotsa joint insults by her and stupid pignix. dangs. ganging up on me huh...very smart the two of u!o yes. lorin maazel was wonderful. (:amazing and just too good to miss. n the mus chairs haha. sitting with ms ching for the first time ahh.
chilipadi on 2:09 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006
the mind is a very powerful tool.
its sth which u can really use to do many stuff.
and alot of times, its all it takes to keep one going.
as ideabank says: its all a matter of perception
i say: its all in the mind babes and dudes.
if you tenk its possible, then anything will be.
if you tenk you can acheive it, then somehow, some way, you just will.
if you believe hard enough in sth, it shows.
and if you just tell yourself, u will and you must live thru this, doing it will already be much easier.
as we often see, a person is only really dead when he or she loses that fighting spirit within them. we are only as good as dead when our mind.our soul.our very character is gone.fallen.dead.
it might seem to you like an optimist mindset, or that of an idealist.
but i figure this world could use with a lil optimism.
and thank goodness, we've got ppl by our sides, keeping us sane OR making us insane with their funny nonsense. to chiong this world down.
chilipadi on 2:21 AM
