a boring old hag who loves to scream her head off, mutter in gibberish, and talk to random people on the streets.
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Beautiful music. Gorgeous food. the Sun.Sea.Sand. Butterflies. Dance. Movies.
Spontaneity. Laughter. Love. Courage.
The Weird, Beautiful, and Unique.
the Mini Austin!
the entire collection at HMV
my spanish chef (: im gonna marry him!
zonk time!
more of Desigual and Koi Nobori!
the yakpak hobo bag!
A Lifetime of Musicmaking with Inspiring People
and to share this with the world
Monday, January 30, 2006
happy cny to all the babes and dudes! (: just got back from msia. hmms. yeah i forgot to credit my ideabank in the previous post..thankyew thankyew babe! for being there for me to rant to. and ur listening ears n words of wisdom. and for all the therapeutic laughters and smiless and insults everytime. ideabankpower rocks on! see..ive posted what u told me on my blog. aint u proud of yourself and me? hehh. i am! thanksamillion (: oke thats all for now. enjoy urself people..eat as much as u can and sleep as much as u can! me and my aunts just concluded theyre the top 2 luxuries in life (:
chilipadi on 10:23 AM

Friday, January 27, 2006
its no use trying to catch a kite with a broken string.
or keep a balloon up in the air without helium.
the same with trying to hold on to sth which you cannot keep.
when you have tried your best,
done everything you can tenk of
maybe its time
to just.
let go.
letgoletgoletgoletgoletgoletgoletgo.
and from that moment on,
you are left with nth but the memories.
but thats abt the hardest thing on earth to do.
but i will try my best, if thats what makes you happy.
aft all, everything is better once you get used to it, aint it?
chilipadi on 1:13 AM

Thursday, January 19, 2006
woots. 13 Warriors - Composition platform on wed, 18th Jan 2006, totally rocked (: one of the most stressful platforms ive played for. cos well, its my very own composition im performing! now i get an idea of how composers feel when they premiere a work. the feeling is damn shiok! stressful! satisfying! (: and so i must thank my fave percussionist aka jean-gabriel pophillat for playing my piece!!! thankyouthankyouthankyou so much. e same goes for performing my frens' works..ppl like alan and daniel. hoho. it was fun!im glad to have a wonderful mum who takes time off her busy schedule to come down to sch and watch me perform every time i do..(: i love her! thank you for your support. yr encouragement. the latenite talks and crapping sessions. the shopping. your cooking. for loving me despite all that ive ever done in my 19 years. i love my family. my mum, my papa, n my two crazy sis yunwei n yunyi. n well my whole extended family too. no matter what mite happen, i know we'll always stick tog. that they wont ever leave or abandon me. or hate me. or judge me. n we'll always be there for each other.
chilipadi on 11:11 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006
i react badly to change. esp when its in an adverse way. sometimes i wish i could somehow make things stay the way they've always been. there are some certain perfecto situations. memories or times that i can only visit in my mind now. just pieces of happy memories. where i once experienced joy that brought with it contentment and bliss. and a safe security. school's started. the stress level's way high. everybody's blood pressure is pumping man. yikes. xmas n the new year came and went, and now its alr 2006. sometimes i still forget and write 05. '05 was a great year. of course, there were the really horrible moments too. i got to noe some ppl better last year. theres a great sense of satisfaction in getting to know someone better..(: makes me v happy. but then again. i also realized that sometimes when you tenk you noe someone v well, the next moment you might just realize that hey, actually you dont really. and that its actually v easy to lose someone whose friendship u cherish alot. rships are fragile. if you dont take notice, one day you might just land with a bump and realize that somewhere somehow along the journey, u have alr lost that friend. and maybe its too late. and then, i just got a call yest that i would never wanna get ever again in my life.. stunned me totally upside down :( my dear dear friend..u will be okay. u can do it. and i know that u will achieve ur dream. so jiayou. u must! we will be here for you anytime. so please... get better soon!!!
chilipadi on 3:05 AM

Monday, January 02, 2006

so we had the long awaited class chalet 2005! thanx xinhe for org it man. it was fun. (: just like the one in 2004. catching up with everyone.. like, really, every single one there. ms tan came too. shes still the same! woots! and im just glad we all still keep in touch. still feel like one class of 03s24. i love you guys. (:
chilipadi on 12:49 AM


the three of us (: with our shadows!
chilipadi on 12:46 AM


haha this is me and my bananababe! we were all so damn tired
chilipadi on 12:46 AM
